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Haze
03:34
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No comfort in my own head
Lost in a self-conscious spiral
Why is it that I can’t stand my own thoughts?
What is happiness?
How do I find it?
The loneliness triggers the venom
The walls begin to narrow in
My eyes are fixed on what’s in front of me
My pulse picks up
I’m never ready for it
I feel the clarity start to fade
The haziness settles deep inside of me
I exist my body and I see her start to turn
I see her sinking in the quicksand of anxiety
Lethargic. Lonely. Dejected.
I can’t escape my mind
Trapped in the psyche
All of the faces in front of me blur x4
What’s wrong with you?
I’m over reacting. I’m not seeing reason.
What can I fix?
I swear it’s not you. Please don’t blame yourself.
You seem so happy.
I try to forget what’s spreading inside.
I’m here for you.
I’m sorry you see this version of me.
I want to see her standing so tall
Ignoring doubt; Breaking free from it’s hold
She needs to feel tranquility’s touch before the venom starts to kick in
The taller you stand the harder you fall x2
It comes and goes
The haze begins
I’m feeling so shaken
I can’t catch my breath
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Blue Skies
02:49
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I want to know what it feels to be balanced
Breathing all the fresh air
Knowing what steady feels like
Is my chest heavy or just so empty?
The sour pain
It never goes away
It’s my mind’s shadow that I never want to see
Always following
I can’t escape it
Beneath the sun I feel like I found my balance
The clouds remind me it was just temporary
Seasons change and flowers die
New daisies will grow
The sun will start to finally shine
I may be able to feel the warmth
Winter comes with an icy kiss
She’ll be harsher this year
El árbol aguanta el dolor para crecer
Las estaciones necesitan cambiar
Scars
Tears
Pain
I’ve got scars
Growing pains to remember
As long as I can feel
I know I am alive
I know I am alive
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I feel father is here
His scripture falls short
I see right through him
He’s cellophane
Their perverted sins stain their hollow souls
I know the truth
Why stay on your knees
Rise and taste what they say is depravity
(L Morgan)
Rivers run deep red
Flowing with scorn
By their blood stained hands
The prince will come as the angel of the light to show you the empty vows and distorted psalms of the false prophets
The sulfur that falls from his mouth will promise you a crown
That crown of thorns they placed on their lamb
An artificial martyr for their lost cause
They’ll crucify you
Ten horns
Seven heads
With ten crowns on each horn
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