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No comfort in my own head
Lost in a self-conscious spiral
Why is it that I can’t stand my own thoughts?
What is happiness?
How do I find it?

The loneliness triggers the venom
The walls begin to narrow in
My eyes are fixed on what’s in front of me
My pulse picks up
I’m never ready for it

I feel the clarity start to fade
The haziness settles deep inside of me
I exist my body and I see her start to turn
I see her sinking in the quicksand of anxiety

Lethargic. Lonely. Dejected.
I can’t escape my mind
Trapped in the psyche
All of the faces in front of me blur x4

What’s wrong with you?
I’m over reacting. I’m not seeing reason.
What can I fix?
I swear it’s not you. Please don’t blame yourself.
You seem so happy.
I try to forget what’s spreading inside.
I’m here for you.
I’m sorry you see this version of me.

I want to see her standing so tall
Ignoring doubt; Breaking free from it’s hold
She needs to feel tranquility’s touch before the venom starts to kick in

The taller you stand the harder you fall x2

It comes and goes
The haze begins
I’m feeling so shaken
I can’t catch my breath

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from The Haze Begins​.​.​., released May 6, 2022

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